"Every moment is different!" and I could sense it, only after she left me.
If there is nothing to compare, you wouldn't know when you were happier.most happiest! One of those moments were the gift from her.
She never cared to look at me. I pretended that I never cared to look at her either. But every moment was different once she entered in my life. She gave the spark that I will do anything for her. Still I pretended I would never care to know about her. I have already stared knowing about her.
When you evaluate something, you look at its merit and demerit and say its value. Everything went reverse in her case.I fell for her. Just like theist believe in god, I perceived a belief that she is good. All that she does is right. Even If she does something wrong, it is not her fault. She is innocent. she can never do anything wrong. Someone else is the reason and she has to be a bit careful. Thats it. This is how my evaluation was going around.
I blindly fell for her, still I pretended she is just yet another girl in my life. Never a word nor a glance to show my love. Nestle "Dairy milk"played a big role in our story. yep, that's her first gift to tell me that she cant love me! As an optimist, I took it in a good way that I can handle anything in a good way. I can treat a failure as success that at least happy that it happened in my life too and having a chocolate to celebrate that failure. That's when I started to feel though she is going away she is already part of my life! my history can never be written to its completeness, with out describing her. Without her there is an irreplaceable hollow, that will ever haunt me! and I am happy for it!
I initially thought it is just an infatuation and I tried to control it. But it is like a strings of waves. More the moon's influence, higher the waves reach at ocean. More here fragrance I cross, more her glory I pass, more was my waves too. More I tried to control, more it started to overflow. That's when I decided to ask her, "will you prefer to be my life partner?!".
"Sorry, I already have a boyfriend", that's her answer.
I took it light, but I was completely nervous. Never before have I asked anyone, nor I felt those moments. But It felt happy that I had the courage to ask her! the one who made me feel those moments no one can ever make me feel. First love has its own impact. Never my heart pounded that way, nor I felt happy and flew this way! One marvelous piece of work! yep, she is!
(will continue)
If there is nothing to compare, you wouldn't know when you were happier.most happiest! One of those moments were the gift from her.
She never cared to look at me. I pretended that I never cared to look at her either. But every moment was different once she entered in my life. She gave the spark that I will do anything for her. Still I pretended I would never care to know about her. I have already stared knowing about her.
When you evaluate something, you look at its merit and demerit and say its value. Everything went reverse in her case.I fell for her. Just like theist believe in god, I perceived a belief that she is good. All that she does is right. Even If she does something wrong, it is not her fault. She is innocent. she can never do anything wrong. Someone else is the reason and she has to be a bit careful. Thats it. This is how my evaluation was going around.
I blindly fell for her, still I pretended she is just yet another girl in my life. Never a word nor a glance to show my love. Nestle "Dairy milk"played a big role in our story. yep, that's her first gift to tell me that she cant love me! As an optimist, I took it in a good way that I can handle anything in a good way. I can treat a failure as success that at least happy that it happened in my life too and having a chocolate to celebrate that failure. That's when I started to feel though she is going away she is already part of my life! my history can never be written to its completeness, with out describing her. Without her there is an irreplaceable hollow, that will ever haunt me! and I am happy for it!
I initially thought it is just an infatuation and I tried to control it. But it is like a strings of waves. More the moon's influence, higher the waves reach at ocean. More here fragrance I cross, more her glory I pass, more was my waves too. More I tried to control, more it started to overflow. That's when I decided to ask her, "will you prefer to be my life partner?!".
"Sorry, I already have a boyfriend", that's her answer.
I took it light, but I was completely nervous. Never before have I asked anyone, nor I felt those moments. But It felt happy that I had the courage to ask her! the one who made me feel those moments no one can ever make me feel. First love has its own impact. Never my heart pounded that way, nor I felt happy and flew this way! One marvelous piece of work! yep, she is!
(will continue)
